frustration

I have to say all in all today was a very frustrating day for me. I called Dr Renna with regard to taking all the stitches out of Ians' eye. He doesn't feel that is wise cause if the eye isn't functioning then we would have to go to a specialist to deal with the issue of a glass eye. I said then at least we would know and we could proceed from there. Instead of agreeing with me as I hoped he would do he cancelled Wed's appt and referred me to a specialist who will evaluate Ian on the 17th. So I guess from here I deal with the specialist, Then I had to tell Mark who was harder to deal with than Ian. He kept telling me the same thing over and over like 6 times, I asked him if I could give him Renna's number and then he could tell him how he felt. I know he care and he has an opinion, but I get it after the first time. Sometimes it is very hard, none of us have gone thru this and brain injury is such a HUGE thing.
Other than that Ian had a tired day today, it is to be expected. Healing takes so much energy from the body. He talks so well, but when he gets stressed the tone just takes over. Still perseverating on "I never said anything bad" I do so wish I knew what he was referring to so I be of some help to him. I asked Ian today what is the thing he wants to regain first and he said to be able to use both hands. Even now he is so eloquent, he is a great guy and somehow thru all this he will be a greater guy.